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Dead... and now alive~! XD

2009-10-20T17:09:00.002+08:00

Wow~ I can't believe it's been nearly a year since I posted my last post XP Sorry to everyone~ I've been too busy & caught up with other things until I've forgot to update my blog :X

Anyway, nothing much has happened in my life for the past 10 months, except for me starting my degree course for Bachelor of Science (Physics) XP FYI, I don't really like studying about physics, but I had no choice but to continue with this course. In the beginning of my 1st semester, it was pretty hard for me to handle all the subjects coz everything was taught at the advance level (which gave me headaches :X). After several months had past, everything seems to be much easier (too bad the tension keeps adding up day by day) XP While studying, I also made some new friends, and one of them happens to be one of my roommates XP

Well, that's all that I wanted to say for now. I'll try to keep updating from time to time since I just got a new laptop XP And oh! My exams are just around the corner, so wish me luck! XD

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

2009-01-26T10:10:00.002+08:00

Wee~~ My mid semester break has finally begin! A week-off is all I need to redeem my sleeping hours XP

Oh yea, I just bought something that I've always wanted to buy (OK... not always...)! No... it's not a T-shirt. It is neither clothes nor bags. It's a Walkman! XD And no, it's not the one that you put cassette in it (I hate those Walkmans...). I kinda think of it as my belated birthday present, coz I don't get any since my 12th birthday >.<

Anyway, after all this bragging, I would like to wish everyone a Happy Lunar New Year and a Prosperous Year of the Ox! Moo~~!! XD (Gimme my Hong Bao!!)

2008-12-23T20:01:00.003+08:00

Hi boys and gals~! It's that time again when I update my blog and you go "HOMG! WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG?!" XD

First of all, nothing happened for the past couple of weeks. Just the same old thing. Lectures, studies, practicals, homework. BUT, I found something very interesting while I was reading today's newspaper. I found an article saying, "Sugar binge has same effects as drug abuse".

After I read it, I was like HOMG HOMG HOMG!!!! I was killing myself without even realising it o.o Yes, yes. I'm a sugar-addict. Even though I don't eat sugar that we use in our drinks, i.e fine sugar, I still take sugar from candies, chocolates & junk food.

They said that sugar bingeing can cause an addiction, followed by behaviour & emotional changes (or something like that). Some scientists who studied this case tested it on rats (I'm not a rat lover, so don't write comments saying "HOMG! ANIMAL ABUSE!" =.=) and they got the same result after feeding them with high sugar content food for a few days, cut it off and feeding them back again with the same food (or something like that).

So, we should not eat sugar (in any form) excessively. I'm a perfect example of the victim coz I eat candies & chocolates almost everyday, especially during lectures. EAT WELL, EAT RIGHT! XP

End-Autumn Cleaning Time!

2008-11-29T00:16:00.002+08:00

Wow-ee~ it's been a long time since I wrote my last entry. Well, I've been kinda busy for the past few months so I kinda forgot to update my blog >.< Well, since I'm here right now, IT'S CLEANING TIME! XD

*dusting off the corners* While I'm cleaning up this place, let me just tell you bits of events that you guys have missed out :P

During early October, when all Muslims were celebrating Eid Fitri, a very unexpected guest came to visit my family. Her name is Yoko Kami. She came from the land of the rising sun (if you guessed India, ask someone to whack your head for failing Geography =.=). Yes, yes... she's from Japan. Well, she is a Japanese anyway :P She was my mum's lecturer or something when my mum was studying. Now she's my mum's foster sister. I'm not telling you the whole story or this entry will end up as very, VERY LONG essay (and I hate essays XP).

She stayed with my family for a week. While she's with us, my parents brought her around town to visit some places she used to know, such as Ampang Park, Language Institute (it's in the opposite side of University of Malaya, somewhere on top of the hill near Kerinchi Link Highway XP). My mum also fed her some of her signature raya dishes, which are Ketupat, Beef Rendang & Kuah Lodeh :9 While having our meals, she told my siblings and I the things that happened during her last visit to my family's house in KJ. It's very interesting to listen to her story in Malay language coz you don't get to see Japanese speaks Malay everyday :P In between her stories, she used some Indonesian Malay words coz she was working in Indonesia a few months ago and she forgot to switch to Malaysian Malay XP

On the Saturday of that week, Aunt Yoko (I call her Aunt Noreena, since she was given that name by my grandfather :P), my 3 aunts, my mother and I went to Malacca to visit my mum's relatives and Aunt Noreena's friend. I hate the journey.... We went there with my aunt's Naza Citra, which is quite small for me AND I had to sit in the back seat. In the car, I was literally folded like an origami just to fit myself in the back seat >.< With the unbearable heat during the trip, put some sour cream on me and I could be an Auntie Anne's pretzel X_X After we came back to KL, she packed her luggages & went to her home in Penang. Ah yes, she do have a home there, which she bought long time ago :P

Oh yea, I've forgotten about something! October is the month of my friends' birthdays! Oh, and mine too!! XD To all October babies out there, a very, VERY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I know it's almost December, but better late than never, right? XD

Now, about my studies, I've just finished my 2nd week of the 2nd semester of my foundation. I got one thing to say: "I HATE LAB WORKS!!!!" First of all, the labs are situated on top of a hill (curse the architechs, landscapers & engineers who built that damn lab over there...). Secondly, the ceiling fans are used like a decoration purpose. It doesn't really work. Stupid, right? Due to that, I was sweating like melting ice =.= Anyway, the others are kinda OK to me. The lectures are easy to understand and the lecturers are kind enough to give us time to copy the notes :P

Anyway, I've been itching to ask my parents this question: "May I study at Teikyo Language Institute?" I wanted to study there but the cost will surely give my parents a heart attack >.<>.<

Phew... I think that's just about it. I'll try to post more entries as many and often as possible. I know some of my old readers thought this blog is "dead" but it's not. It's just inactive. For a while. I hope. XP

Tagged again....

2008-08-29T21:51:00.006+08:00

Tagged again...
I hate random tags!! Selph, CURSE YOU FOR THIS!! (But this seems kinda fun :X)

Le Rules:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in the brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

The questions:
1. If someone says, “Is this okay?”
Speed Star - Namie Amuro
(looks like I'm about to run away o.o)

2. How would you describe yourself?
End Of Me - Marion Raven
(Yes... I'm going to die if I keep studying like coo-coo....)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
1000 Words - Sweetbox
(Holy cow! Never knew I like chatterbox! O.O)

4. How do you feel today?
Beautiful - Jason Mraz
(OMG...... O.O The Windows Media Player must be broken >.<)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Polyrhythm - Perfume
(Hoyo.... o.o)

6. What is your motto?
Zock On - Teriyaki Boyz feat. Pharrell & Busta Rhymes
(ZOCK ON!!! XD)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Wish You Were Here - Incubus
(Aww... If that's true, awww some more~~ X3)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Shawty Get Loose - Lil Mama feat. T-Pain & Chris Brown
(OMG! O,O)

9. What do you think about very often?
Love Story - Catherine McPhee
(Weird... never thought of that before o.o)

10. What is 2+2?
Freedom - Estelle
(I think this is just too much... =.=)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Realize - Colbie Calliat
(*no comment*)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
I Wanna Go Home - Michael Buble
(That either means I don't wanna go out with her or I really wanna go home o.o)

13. What is your life?
When It Rains - Paramore
(I HATE RAIN!!!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Is It You - Cassie
(This is a toughy.... o.o)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I Used To Love You - John Legend
(I bet people out there will say, "Oh really~?" =.=)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Baby Love Remix - Nicole Scherzinger
(Too bad I have two left feet & most of the weddings that I attend don't have the dancing part XP)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Great DJ - The Ting Tings
(What a great DJ he was.... SOBS! TT,TT)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Red Blooded Woman - Kylie Minogue
(No green blooded women please~ XD)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Chocolate Disco - Perfume
(I don't like dancing in public... kinda scary when they criticise me >.<)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Lollipop Candy Bad Girl - Tommy Heavenly6
(I got a secret stash of candies hidden in my room... SHHH~~! :X)

21. What will you post this as?
That's What You Get - Paramore
(Haha~ not actually what I wanted to post this as XP)

22. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
What You Got - Colby O'Donis feat. Akon

Tagging:
1- Mari-chan!
2- QingQing!
3- Mr. Toot!
4- Steppy!
5- YOU!! XD

2008-07-25T22:09:00.006+08:00

Phew... at last, the mid-semester break has finally come (OH YEAH~! Holiday baybeh~~!). But, I felt very sad because most of the great lecturers who taught me from the beginning until today won't be teaching me anymore... especially my Calculus & Algebra lecturers :(

Of course, when there's a holiday, there are homework to be done... yippie... =.= This makes me even lazier than before >.<

Oh yea, I just found a great blog for everyone to visit :P It's about the daily life of Mama Mari, CiaoWii and BuBu. It's quite interesting to see the caring Mama Mari taking care of her babies (wait until you see the motto on the blog XP). To visit the blog, simply go to http://gerbilmadness.blogspot.com! Enjoy~! XP

Omg...

2008-07-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

OMG.... my blog is as dusty as an old attic of abandoned home O.O Anyway, while I do a light-speed cleaning, I'll tell you that happened during my stay in UM's 12th Dormatory College (a.k.a university hostel) XP

1st week: I was struggling like *toot* coz I had to become a Group Representative during Orientation Week... When the classes has started, everything was in a mess. I don't understand the lectures given, I couldn't copy all the notes.... it's a complete DISASTER. But, thanks to my trusty group members (who eventually became my close friends XP) helped me out :P After a few visits to the Lecturers' Block, most of the problems were sloved :)

2nd week: I wasn't struggling like I was in the 1st week but the stress was no lesser than last week's. Lotsa of assignments & homework to do in so little time >.<

3rd week: Same old, same old. Lectures, extra classes, assignments, homework, practicles...

Since I can only come back home on certain weekends, don't expect updates on this blog everyday... but please do read the latest posts posted. Until then, BYE~~~ XD

A taggie ._.

2008-06-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

Looks like today I have been tagged by Selphia. But this time, I don't have to chase her coz it's not a Tag-n-Run game XP I have to answer some questions and tag someone else :D

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what genre, whether they have any words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your LJ along with seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1) Tommy Heavenly6 - Heavy Starry Chain
2) Nakashima Mika - Sakura ~Hanagasumi~
3) Arashi - Step and Go
4) Tommy Heavenly6 - Pray
5) Crystal Kay - Kirakuni
6) Asian Kung-Fu Generation - After Dark
7) Takahashi Hitomi - Aozora no Namida

Tag: Mari-chan, Qing-Qing, Selph, Ah Lexy (hehehe...), you, you and you :P

Here's another tag that I got:

What was I doing 10 years ago (1998)?
1) Went to school
2) Breathe more than a million times (just an estimation...)
3) Enjoying life
4) Stayed at my old house
5) Fed a cat for the first time

Five things on my to-do list today.
1) Attend the theory class at driving school
2) Buy text books for Form 6
3) Play games
4) Chat with friends
5) Feed my cats

Five snacks I enjoy.
1) Cadbury milk chocolate with chocolate mousse center X9
2) Chocolate brownies (Selph, I still want to taste urs~)
3) M&Ms
4) Mars bar
5) Snickers bar

Five things I would do if I were a billionaire.
1) Donate some money to several charities
2) Pay off my debts, if I owe people some money (which I don't...)
3) Give some money to my family
4) Go on a holiday?
5) Save the rest of the money in the bank

Five of my bad habits.
1) Crack my knuckles
2) Saying "Hoyo..." when I'm amazed (which is very contagious ._.)
3) Playing games nearly 24hours a day, even during school nights
4) Eat candies most of the time
5) Hunch when using the computer

Five places I have lived.
1) Manhattan, NY
2) Petaling Jaya
3) Tsukuba, Ibaraki-ken, JP
4)
5)

5 jobs I've had.
1) Student
2) Temporary assistant (when I was at my mum's office)
3) Salesman
4) 'Grape seller'
5) Class monitor (when I was in primary school)

5 people I tag.
1) Selph
2) Mari-chan
3) Qing-Qing
4) Ah Lexy
5) YOU!

Now, to those who have been tagged, go find your victims now~~ XD

I passed!

2008-06-06T10:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday morning, I went to the driving centre to take the written test. I was nervous coz I studied last minute (as usual...). They sent me & other people who wanted to take the test to the place to take the test. When we arrived, there were like 40+ other people who were waiting to take the test. I had to stand for nearly 2 1/2 hours because there was no seat left for me XP When my turn came, I was freaking out coz I was scared that I might fail the test (as usual...).

Well, it's worth standing for long hours & having butterflies in my stomach coz I PASSED THE TEST! ^^V Even though I didn't get the perfect score, I still passed the test with score 46/50 XD Now I have to wait for the practical class and I'll get my first licence :D

School is so bleh! XP

2008-05-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

It's been 8 days since I enrolled myself to SMKTTDI to study for Form 6... Let me tell you what happened since the first day I join the Form 6:

1st Day (May 20th, '08) - I was sitting in front of my TV like a couch potato, watching Animax since 12am (as usual...). The clock showed that it was 8am. Out of the blue, my mum got out of her room, into the dining room, where I was at that time, saying, "Eh, let's go to school!" I was like "WTH?! Which school?? And what for??" O.O She said, "To apply for Form 6 la! It's better for you to go to school than sleeping at home all day." When she said that, it pissed me off because not only she was trying to torture me, but she's also trying to mess up my life! I'm the type of person that don't really like school for plenty of good reasons >:( So I locked myself in my room, thinking about what will happen next. I pretend that I was asleep, ignoring all phone calls and the knock on my door. But, I had no choice but to give up and go to school with them. On the way to the school, my parents and I went to a shop to buy a pair of white pants. According to my parents, all Form 6 students wear white shirt and pants as their uniform. When I arrive at SMKTTDI, we went to the office, settling the registration stuff. After that, the teacher wanted to show me the classroom. Seeing my parents, especially my dad, who is a handicap, wanting to tag along to see it, the teacher said, "The class is quite far. You don't have to follow us if you don't want to." My mum asked whether I could go back after seeing the class, but teacher said "He can't just leave after the registration. He have to stay at school until school's over." That really made me feel even angrier for what my parents did to me on that day. So I stayed at school until 1pm. In my class, there were only 3 students, excluding me. I was surprised, actually. When school's over, while I was walking to the bus stop, everyone was looking at me like I was some monster. I looked around and I realised that I was sticking out like a sore thumb because of the stupid white pants =.= And that's the end of Day 1... and it ain't over yet.

2nd Day (May 21st, '08) - Woke up at 5.30am. Arrived at school around 7am. It was friggin' cold... Around 7.30am, I went to my class. My classmates and I waited for the teacher to come into the class but none of them came. So, we talked to each other until recess. After recess, we went to a lab, which is at the ground floor. There, we studied PA (Pengajian Am or General Studies as direct translation). The teacher told us to make an essay. It was like BM + History X_X Since I haven't been studying for 5 long months, I couldn't even start writing the essay! Luckily, I wasn't the only one who couldn't write the essay. So, the teacher decided to make it as our homework XP End of Day 2.

3rd Day (May 22nd, '08) - The first subject I studied today was MUET. It was OK at first, until the teacher gave us daily homework for school holiday (this is one of the reason why I hate school... but not my #1 reason :P). The next subject was Chemistry, my favourite subject XD When the teacher starts teaching, I was lost ._. The teacher told me that I missed lotsa things. Well, it's not my fault for joining the Form 6 late... The things that she taught was like a mixture of Physics and Chemistry (OMG! >.<). After recess, we had Maths, another favourite subject XD I like the way she teach coz she starts her lesson with easy topics :P End of Day 3.

4th Day (May 23rd, '08) - It's Teacher's Day celebration at school. I didn't go to school coz my classmates and I decided to not waste our time going to school and celebrate Teacher's Day XP

Well, now that the school holiday has started, that doesn't mean I'm free to play games all the time... I got homework to do, answers for driving test to be memorised... It's not easy, ya know! XP

2008-05-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

Dang... I really need to take good care of my blog this time... There are dust & webs everywhere! *starts sweeping away all the dust & webs on every corner of the blog*

While I'm doing my cleaning spree, why don't you enjoy a music video of one of my favourite Japanese singer, Nakashima Mika :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jckkxa9KQXo

Here's a few words I wanna say about Nakashima Mika:
- She's GORGEOUS! (Mari-chan, I know you wanna look like her~ don't deny it~ XP)
- When she sings, you can feel her soul reaching into you, especially when she's singing the song "Sakura ~Hanagasumi~ :)

Enjoy! XD

Hey guys~!

2008-05-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! I'm so sorry for taking so much time to update my blog! So many things happened that prevent me from posting and I don't want to talk about it XP Let's start with things that happened today, shall we? :D

This evening, my family and I went to Giant Supermarket to buy some groceries. While walking around to find some stuff, I head my dad calling me. When I turned around, he was standing beside a stack of Cadbury chocolates. He had this huge grin on his face and he was raising his eyebrows. I knew that it was the sign for me to take some of it. After taking one of it, he said, "Take the Milk Chocolate one." And then, "Orange!", "Green!", "Purple!", "Hazelnut!" I was like "WTF! Are you serious?!" He said, "It's not like we're gonna buy 6 bars of chocolate everyday~ Plus, I'm paying for it~". While I was pushing the trolley around, everyone's eyes seems to be glued onto the stack of chocolate bars in the trolley. I heard some of them said, "OMG~ That's a lot of chocolate bars he got there!" After stopping at an isle filled with ketchups & sauces, then my dad said, "OOO~ M&Ms! Let's take some!" So, I took 2 big packets of M&Ms (not the ones containing fun-size packets). I wanted to take the Dark Chocolate M&M, but my dad said it's not worth buying coz of the small packets. After buying the groceries, we head home & enjoyed the M&Ms in front of the TV :9

List of chocolates bought:
1) Carbury: Chocolate Mousse, Hazelnut, Black Forest, Mixed Nut, Milk Chocolate & Roasted Almond
2) M&M: Milk Chocolate & Peanuts

Life is fun when it's filled with chocolates~ XD

Bleh...

2008-04-09T03:34:00.003+08:00

Two words. Damn bored.

Oh... my... gawd....

2008-04-03T06:29:00.003+08:00

Darn it... my blog is starting to turn into a graveyard... I really need to find time to write more stuff on it XP

*sigh* Last Friday, I called the PC shop that I sent my CPU to replace my defected motherboard. Unfortunately, they told me that I can back my CPU after 2-3 months, maybe 4, depends on the manufacturer. THAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF!! Why can't they just told me sooner? I called them many times for the past 4 weeks, asking them about my CPU. What did they told me? "Oh sorry. It's not ready yet la." And last Friday, they told me that "Sorry, they haven't send the CPU back to us." I was like, "You sent the WHOLE CPU to them???" In my heart, flames from Hell burned like the Sun. They could just send the motherboard only, not the whole friggin' CPU... At least if they only send the motherboard, I could just play MapleStory on my sister's friends' PC or something XP

I'm sorry to all readers who are currently reading this post. Please forgive me for bragging.

Anyway, Mari-chan, you can stop praying to this blog now XD

Yosh~!

2008-03-26T01:14:00.004+08:00

Huhu~~ my life is filled with boring stuff after every second passes by... Finally! I got something to brag about! And it's around 1AM right now, which is the time when I suppose to force myself to sleep so I won't feel bad for not playing MapleStory XP

This evening, I went "jalan-jalan" in my house (Yes, I did said "IN MY HOUSE"). While walking in the living room, I accidentally kicked a metal thingy. As usual, I said, "ouchy~" with a stupid expression on my face (I hate that...). Well, whaddaya know~ it's a weighing scale that I've been looking for the past few months! Yay~~ =,= Anyway, I got onto the scale because I've been asking myself about my weight, so did some of my friends (That was before I send my PC to be fixed). When I got onto the scale, the numbers starts moving in lightning speed! In my head, I was saying, "OMG! Am I that heavy??!" After a few seconds, the scale stops. Guess what number did the pointer points at?

It points at 58kg / 128lbs!! O.O My heart was pounding like the beat of the drum in a heavy metal song! I thought I was dreaming, but my sister looked at it and said, "Yup. It's 58kg. Not more, not less." Well, that was a shocker! I don't feel like 58kg at all. I think I know why people keep saying that I'm thin and all XP

Well, I don't know whether weighing 58kg is considered thin, normal or whatever. You'll be the judge! ;D

2008-03-25T17:55:00.005+08:00

Haish... I'm out of idea on what to write on my blog and my friends asked me to update my blog... Well, I might as well just put up a video I found on YouTube! XD

The song is called "Chocolate Disco" and it is sang by Perfume, a techno pop girls unit in Japan. After listening to one of their song on Music Station, which is called "Baby Cruising Love", I fell in love with them instantly and started to download their songs XD

Anyway, I need to find more things to write about on my blog. Until then, enjoy the song! ;)

Since the video won't fit the post, it's best for you guys to click here to watch the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZLkmZDL4AK8

I Miss You~~~ TT-TT

2008-03-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

It's been a long, LONG time we haven't seen each other...
I really miss you...
I miss the way you walk...
I miss the way you talk...
I can't live without you...
When will you let me see you again?
Please....
Let me see you once again....
Oh please....
Let me play MapleStory again~~~~!!! TT-TT

3 weeks without MapleStory is driving me crazy! I want my CPU to be fixed A.S.A.P!! It's only the motherboard that was busted (it was brand new anyway!). It's a bull*toot* for anyone to say it normally takes more than 3 weeks to send take out the motherboard, send it to the factory, get a new one and put it back into the CPU =3=

I want to see my friends in MapleStory again~~~ TT-TT

Oh nooooo~~!! O.O

2008-03-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

After nearly 3 months enjoying life, things that all SPM '07 leavers' worst fear has come.... THE RELEASE OF SPM '07 RESULTS >.<

On March 12th, everyone who sat for SPM in Nov '07 went back to their schools to take their results. To many people (including myself), it's really scary because everyone is scared to see 'F' on their result certificates. Who wouldn't be scared to get even a single 'F' on their certificate? If there are people like that, I have no comment about them =.=

When I went to school to get my result certificate, many people who saw me walking towards the open hall to get my result stared at me like i'm an alien from outer space o.o I thought I got something on my face, but they looked quite surprised. My friends said I looked like some Chinese dude, which is kinda weird (I only wore a cap, brown shirt, a pair of jeans & black sneakers) -.- Anyway, while everyone was down because of their results, my friends & I were having fun talking to each other, not bothering about each other's results because we haven't seen each other and we missed each other XP

About my result, it was better than I expected~ I thought I was going to fail a couple of subjects (which are History & Principle of Accounts), but I didn't! XD Surprisingly, I got credits for both subjects :P
My SPM result:
1A - English, Mathematics
2A - Chemistry, Biology (I didn't expect to get this o.o)
3B - Add. Maths (didn't expect this too o.O)
4B - Bahasa Melayu, Physics, EST (AAAA!! THE SHAME!!!! >,<)
5C - Pend. Islam (*covers face* >.<), P. Accounts (didn't expect to get this too :P)
6C - History (this is SO unexpected O.O)

Now, the fun is over..... I think I wanna apply the scholarship to study in Japan~ I miss staying in Ibaraki~~ X3

Hihi~~

2008-02-23T22:46:00.001+08:00

Yay~~ now I have a brand new blog~~ XD

My old blog is kinda old & I can't remember the password.... so I've decided to make a new one! So, to those who want to know more about me, you have to wait for my next posts where I MIGHT tell you bits about myself & my daily life :P